seems that i'm in my I miss days again ... :/ i really wonna go back more and more to FF but i don't wonna go back to the server i have nothing waiting for me there nomore and for the 2 friends i still have it doesn't seem it to go back to the 30+ enemies i had ._. lol so idk yet ... . If i do go back i'll go to one of my dearest friends server (since he moved earlyer on too) but i just really don't know O.O and i cant stop thinking about going there but then it starts to bug me that i'll litherly have to start over again make new friends and stuff O.O get a new GOOD Ls so idk nomore T.T lol if i do go back i would lvl something totally new tough like get a Dnc or a pld or something that hurts X.x maybe lvl bst a bit O.O owh well i haven't really talkt about it to zero so ... ._.;;; owh well gotta run

O.o ugh i had it XD been painting for about 2 weeks now i hope i'm gonna get done today or i'm gonna SCREAM >.< bah XD been working hard on our new space :3 hope we'll get a sofa soon :/ sick of sitting on a sittingbag ^^ it's ok but i'd like to sit on a big soft sofa X.x :P ... . meanwhile i been cooking and cleaning everyday and it seems to get messyer everytime i clean it :P bleh :P i'll hopefully have new updates soon i need to tap my amv's off my pc this weekend and i'm gonna start my new hobby papercraft soon :P so keep an eye out for a tap of it anyway gotta run byyyyyyyye's

Been bussy last few days ._. i'm tyerd as hell too ... . Me and zero are getting together renting an apartment so been bussy painting that ._. when i have some bored time i try to play some lineage II XD and i been lookin for a job again X.x hope i get one soon ._. ... owh well i'm gonna go to sleep >.< have to get up tomorrow early

owh boy today my mom told me she's gonna get married >.< ... . I'm kinda bleh about it tough don't think she knows what's she's starting she fights with this guy alot >.> so lol kinda stupid to get married since i see em split up in a year or max 2 :P owh well i guess whatever makes her happy ...
meanwhile me and zero are still looking for a house and i hope to really really get a job soon ;3; starting to get bored with being home alot and i really don't wonna end up that zero has to pay up a housey for us 2 D: wonna pay atleast half of it altough if it would be me we prob be living somewhere far away from belgium. i never liked this place but the last 8 years my life here has been hell >.> so i think living in another place with some other friends would really help me abit ._. (since i know alot of ppl from other country's thanks to my MMO skills :P) + life would be so mutch cheaper >.> since belgium is in this big crisis without gouverment and high ass prices ... .
but i'll never get zero that far so :P lol i better just give up and look for something down here >.> bleh lols

Been to germany today had lots of fun but damn i'm so sleepy now X.x didn't buy alot except some glowsticks (jeej glowy) gonna play with those when it gets darker XD :3 also saw some FFXI novels wich i soooo am going to get X.x altough i don't know how yet :P lol anyway i have to run i'm so sleepy i can't open my eyes X.x i'm just gonna lay down with some chips and beer and watch movies ... .